Saturday, June 29, 2013

Omaha DMV (from Red Book Poems)

Omaha DMV

It’s here at the Omaha DMV where souls brood
and quake amongst themselves,
DMV located at the
Hacienda Plaza next to the
Cricket Phone outlet.
Sitting here waiting for a friend of mine
to be done with his paperwork
to avoid jail.

Millions of bland forms and
flimsies flapping crisply on a summer
wind over the prairie voids
            to avoid jail.

Child support payment made
car insurance payment (optional
               depending on food
                     situation)
and my oh my isn’t that a bubble
               sticking out thinly
                     tightly from
                     the bottom of
                           the
                           tire?

Imagine the horrors of a
            flat and no spare in
            bland-blah
               west Omaha.

There must be better ways to avoid
                          jail.
   
               Hmm.

So my friend takes his number,
        ten minutes later his
        # is called.  News
        headlines flash across
        a silent CNN screen.
        Pure fiction and I’m almost
       certain even the village
       idiot is aware of the
       fiction of it. - - he’s ushered
       to the back with others
       into the mysterious
       behind-closed-door portion
       of the DMV.

To avoid jail.

I stuff my face and go to the
         hospital to avoid
                jail?

Fuck all - almost worth it
to sit for a time in the stir.

And I suddenly wonder in
              oddball
              trance like
              or transient
                    wonder
                    anyway
if Sylvia Plath were alive, would she
appreciate these or any of my
scribbles.  I’m almost certain
           she’d hate, despise, loathe
                        ‘em.

No matter, if she was alive today
we’d have time to discuss it
                    in jail

because jail is better.

Quiet murmur talk rustle-bustle
of applications and forms.
The T.V. screen is blessedly
                      blank now
and since my friend’s # was pulled
up in the sooner-than-later
I’m hoping to be out of here
           sooner than later.

Older middle aged duly poised
out of date couple like
my parents, man in useless
suit or where was he today
that he has to wear such a
             thing and wife
next to him white haired
distrusting of the woman behind
             the counter
but after they’re seated carry
on a conversation with each,
              personal, knowing of
              each, true.

All of us are such a mixed
                               bag.

The past is never mute.
It likes to creep around
            the edges and play
            a parting volley
            but in the end-sake
  
            ceases to
            matter as much.

I have all this air around me.
When the sun slants down
         filling up the western reach
         in blood before down into
         twilight where a heightened few
         stars sparkle
         (and where I reside)

tides are restless
and the world quakes.

Sooner than later I’ll be ushered
away in front of wife and kids
        taken to jail anyway
        ho-hum blah what of it
        as twilight sparks
       the lead-summer sky.

- - - - - - - - - - -

(May 26th, 2013)

https://soundcloud.com/urlp/leoneville-instr

No comments:

Post a Comment