Monday, June 16, 2014

A Matter of Moonlight Perspective

Shooting up north through Tex-ass
               in 2006
after a hopeless gig in San Antonio
driving that night
under a vacant moon
with only a song to show for it
a month later, somehow managed to yank
               a sliver of hope
                     from its silver
                     gloss light.


Sometimes all it takes is a song.


A song from a bag of tricks that
used to rattle like bones
           now sings brilliantly
                    tinged
and it never ceases to feel like
a con, that is to say, if I can just
lull everyone to a sort of blank
state, I can jump out of the
           picture, hardly
                           noticed


take on a whole handful of roads
like snakes and summer heat
            leprous hot highway
            sun bake


in the American wilderness
           the floods and
                  folds of
                  countless flatland
                  miles


threatening to eat us alive
in yawn distance of highways
               heard from tiny pin
               point towns.


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(May 12, 2013)


Tuesday, June 3, 2014

The Night Wears a Metallic Edge

The night wears a metallic edge.  We are
hunkered down into our dim lamps
against a giant wilderness of yawning
interstates.  My feet feel warm when
I finally sit down.  Been wandering
the house all day, laundry, tending
to five children scampering running
across the living room floor, pell mell,
hurly burly, lung gust of young screams
against the coming twilight until
silenced into beds, into sleep.

And all these half a million day
start worries over particles, dust
mites, rust bargains on 34th street,
the President’s pockets full of money
whilst his medicine bag is full
of lies.  Countless movements to
accomplish the simplest things (even in
this day and age of befuddled technology)
the slick slime idea of ‘insurance’
as if any group of folks could save
me from myself not to mention all
Russians and Chinese and anyone
else convenient enough to be called
enemy, the feared apocalyptic
horse and fire smoke swirl villain
existing only in the carpetbagger
slum fiction of Washington politicians
spreading wealth like plague next to the
swirl suck Missouri river.  Half
a million day start worries over
an early morning hard on before
the great seething humming void up in
the dark blue bathroom that my wife painted.

There is no salvation in a song itself
unless blended in to ears open enough
to hear it.  Such ears are able to
perceive strings of pearls in
stars, clearest skin of her back
and each mole and birth mark,
every strand of hair in my thoughts
and run through my fingers by
the day’s huff-puff end.  

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(May 18th - June 3rd, 2014)