Tuesday, July 30, 2013
Monday, July 29, 2013
Low Flying Jets (from Red Book Poems)
Sitting in the open-yawn wilderness
of Nebraska thinking about crust-eyed
Venice Beach California, low flying jets
behind mists over the violent gray
shoulders of the invincible
Pacific.
What rules apply?
Hard to tell.
Nose to the grind of it
perilous world down
under it ready to
swallow us up
when the time comes.
More bones for fields.
So now a low flying jet-roar soft deep
hum/boom
vibrates the Nebraska ground underneath
the lawn chairs
reminding me of that
Los Angeles coast
line
back when I thought the L.A.
vision was real
betrayal and
hell-cold murk
in those splintered
doorways
nets cast off to be
fishers of souls
and the angry heat of
a summer city
swelter
heat huff dry
engine groan
underhood
gas pedal down.
AM radio talk shows in the
intensified dream
of American highway
interstate
cold bone light rest stop flicker
buzz
moths senseless fluff
poof collisions
with light bulbs
like humans
colliding with
dreams of
stars.
After nightfall a thunder
of fireworks blossom in the east, untangle
themselves in spider leg sky
blasts of sparks, BOOM-A-THOOM WOOSH
CRACKLE.
Humidity slows the gibraltarian smoke
plumes cast aside like
a used up net
(fisher of souls).
Wind blows open the back
kitchen door creak then
walk over, thud it closed
gently lock.
Ash sings to our three month old
Jesse backed by
the stove top light
brightly casting long
fuzz shadows
across the kitchen
floor.
He stares up at her face giant
luminous blue watery
eyes, having just completed
a 9:30 PM
bath - comfort
now on her lap
sing lulled to
heavy lidded
doze then
sleep.
‘Hinky dinky parle’ vous’
Somehow reminds me of how the
Texas night closed in on me in
2006 on my way to San Antonio
pulled off to the side of the road
(specific wide shoulders
built along the infinite
stretch of Texas highway
like a rest stop minus
the state funded
buildings)
awoke in terror fright pitch
black night outside every
window of the car and not
a single sound of nearby
interstate traffic or
yawn of distant motion,
just an absurd
breeze carrying with
it possibilities I
had no interest in
and gunned out
of there with super
natural fear slamming
my heart.
No morning mists in that June
of 2006. Arid palmy sensual aired
San Antone,
untouched pulpy
green vines and
nodding palm
trees.
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(May 25-26, 2013)
Monday, July 22, 2013
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
Monday, July 15, 2013
Spring is Fair and Furious (Black Book Poems)
Dance in a flutter
of light, flood of dirty sudsy
washer water down in
the basement of our new house
macabre clog in the works, plumber
was called right away.
I’m mixed around as to what
day it is. Living amongst
boxes and children.
Third story claw foot bathtub,
giant carpet scissors deadly
ridiculous on the kitchen
counter, car parked out
on 34th street , open
mouth dumpster, tangle of
steel steps in back of the
red brick apartment building
across the way. No stink
of garbage, just clear eyed
spring fresh white bloom on trees
spring fevered cool temperatures.
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Night comes on slow.
Saturday evening traffic
increases, heard sirens
and crashing speed
earlier, trance music
on behind me as my son runs
consecutive laps in the tiny
backyard, baby boy on a
peach colored blanket
complains to daughters
Izzy and Zoey
on the lookout for
ants on the sidewalk.
Fresh breezed doors are wide open to hosts of
possibilities, all in usage
of particular spaces, our
spaces fill with music,
laughter, hot food, cleaning
laundry, emptying boxes one
final time before life is committed
to book shelves, old rickety
tables, dark avoided creep
of basement,
sunshine on the
final glimpse nearing twilight,
torn jet streams, distant
deep dog bark blocks miles
away, the other side of
streets and shops, churches
and vast groceries, tight
lipped too expensive gas stations.
Hot coffee, deep sacred blue
denim evening surrounded
by old crooked windows and
tangles of electrical wires
transmitting the
light and glook vision.
Mass of clouds of crawling teaming
ants and billions of toddling
bugs and beetles and slow stretch
of slime worms.
Heaps of foul smelling glurk
mud of Nebraska marshes.
Hard mosquito bite itch.
Patches and swathes of bathroom soap
old wives tale remedy.
Sing it
out like a sad saw,
shine out fair
sun casting tint
shadows at 72nd
street and Dodge.
Light of Spring everywhere, stretches
out the skin of my face like
a salt water ocean tide
flushing out eyes and breath
in blur-muscled undertow.
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(March 25th, 2012)
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